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तूने मुड-मुड़ के देखता तो जो उन क्लासों में मुझको तो  ,
नशा तब का चढ़ा था जो ,अभी तक न उतर पाया  ।।

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1.  

यूँ आप मानती कँहा है हमारी बात ,
यूँ आप जानती कँहा है हमारे दिल के जज्बात ,

हम तो आप की यादो में रात रात भर नही सोते है ,
दिल को समझाते है  ,
फिर भी आपकी यादो में खो जाते है।।

2.

मै न दरिया हूँ न समंदर हूँ ,
न सूरज हूँ न अम्बर हूँ ,

ए ज़माने तूने कहा मुझे जुगनूं ,
मेरे यार ने कहा जुगनूं ,
तो मै जुगनूं भी सुन्दर हूँ ।।

3.

कुछ तो बात जरूर जरूर है तुझमे  ,
कुछ तो खास जरूर जरूर है तुझमे ,

वर्ना जो राम किसी लड़की को 
बहन के सिवा कुछ कहता नही  ,
तेरे लिए ये नगमे ये प्यार के शेर पढ़ता नही ।।

4.

मयखाने गया मै तो नशा बिलकुल न चढ़ पाया  ,
देखा है जब से तुझको नशा भरपूर है छाया ,

तूने मुड-मुड़ के देखता तो जो उन क्लासों में मुझको तो  ,
नशा तब का चढ़ा था जो ,अभी तक न उतर पाया  ।।

-Ramkinkar Das Tripathi

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A letter to be grateful of this Life!!

Dear Life Thank You for everything

Dear Life,
Thank You for all those shocks, pain, heart-breaks, hurtings and beautiful setbacks. I just want to say thank you for all these wonderful gifts which you gave me time to time. Just because of pain which u gave, i developed the capabilities to wear the same with this belief that this pain will definitely bring something excellent in my life as an award. Your setbacks made me realize to see the life from different points of view, I understood the phrase that hard work has no substitute and definitely you changed a profligate man into a pain bearer and setback handler. These setbacks taught me how to handle the situations in my life when all the things are going in opposite direction . I become more developed person, and the most important thing is that just because of your setbacks I reformed a lot.

Thanks once Again.

– Ramkinkar Das Tripathi

एक सीनियर्स से एक बड़े भाई और एक दोस्त तक का सफर !!

कोई बोलना चाहता है क्या ? एक दृढ़ आवाज़ PIET कॉलेज के उस बड़े से सेमिनार हाल में रात को 9:00 बजे के आस-पास गूंजी, जिसकी बैठने की छमता करीब 300-400 लोगो की है, लेकिन अभी बमुश्किल 40-50 लोग ही थे। उनमे से ज्यादा लोग वो थे, जिन्हें डिबेट से तो ज्यादा कुछ मतलब नही था,चूंकि सभी फर्स्ट ईयर में थे तो कुछ गलतफहमीयम थी कि जाने में क्या दिक्कत है, एक बार देख तो लेंगे की वाद-विवाद होता क्या और कैसे है, औऱ एक बात उससे पहले हमें ये भी बताया गया था कि शायद कोई बड़ा डिबेटर हमे सीखने जा रहा था तो कुछ लोग तो उस बड़े डिबेटर को देखने के लिए जा रहे थे कि वो कैसे होगा क्या उसके भी 4 ही हाथ पांव होंगे या फिर उसके पंख होंगे । माहौल भी बिल्कुल चहल-पहल से भरा हुआ था, फिर से वही आवाज़ दोहराई गयी, शायद एंकर महसय ये तसल्ली कर लेना चाहते थे, की इन 40-50 की भीड़ में कोई एक भी है जिसमे थोड़ी सी भी हिम्मत हो, जिससे उसे प्राथमिकता दे कर औरो को को प्रेरित कर सके इस इंटर डिबेट प्रतियोगिता में, और हां शायद उन्हें वो इंसान मिल गया था उन 40-50 लोगो की भीड़ में पहला हाथ ऊपर की ओर दिखाई दिया, मुझे नही पता था कि मेरा हाथ ऊपर क्यो और कैसे गया, मुझे इसमे भी ईश्वर की मुझे बदनाम करने की चाल लगी, सभी लोगो की नजरे मुझ पर आ कर कुछ इस तरह से ठहर गयी जैसे मैं कोई एलियन हूँ, मुझे भी खुद ऐसे लग रहा था, एक दबा कुचा से लड़का जो काफी पीछे छुपता से इन सब चीज़ों, क्योकि सही मयाने में मैं ऐसा सामाजिक रूप से पिछड़ा लड़का था जो कभी भी अपनी बात नही कह पाता था, इसलिए मैंने कवितायें लिखने शुरू कर दी थी क्योकि इसमे मै वो सब कुछ कह सकता हुँ, जो मैं किसी से नही कह सकता।।

सामने एक बिल्कुल शांत, गंभीर लेकिन अगले ही क्षण चंचल होने वाला इंसान और मेरे कुछ और भी सीनियर्स बैठे थे, मुझे याद है मैं मुश्किल से 4-10 लाइने वो भी अंग्रेज़ी में बोली थी, लेकिन जब मैंने खत्म किया तो वँहा एक तालियों का महोत्सव था, लेकिन रुकिए ये मेरे लिए नही था, क्या आप कल्पना भी कर सकते है की क्या की एक हिंदी मीडियम का छात्र, जो अपनी क्लास की लड़कियों को भी मैम कह के बुलाये और उसी दौरान बस 4-10 लाईनो में इतना अच्छा बोल दे की वो भी पहली बार मंच में, जब वो जानता हो कि , नीचे बैठ सभी उसको जज करेंगे और अगर एक गलती हो गयी तो पूरे 4 सालो तक चिढाएंगे, वो मेरे लिए नही था, ये उस इंसान के कारण था जो मुझे ये भरोशा दिलाने के लिए की उन 40-50 लोगो की भीड़ मे खड़े हो कर तालियां बजाने लगे थे की जब कभी मैं दुबारा स्टेज पे चढू तो ये डर न रहे कि लोग क्या कहेंगे, या फिर मैं बोल भी पाऊंगा या नही।। मेरी स्टैज से आते ही मेरे कई दोस्तों ने मुझे डिबेट में अपना साथी बनाने का आग्रह किया ये मेरे वाद-विवाद जीवन की यूँ समझ लीजये की मेरी शर्म, लाज, और डर के अंत होना का एक सुखद सुरुआत थी।।

एंकर महासय मेरी कुछ तारीफ करते हुए अंग्रेज़ी का वही राटा रटाया वाक्य दोहराया Are You Ready to Meet Someone Special? औऱ हम सब ने एक साथ में जवाब दिया यस सर! ठीक है तो आईये मिलते है जो है जयपुर के टॉप डिबेटर और जिन्होंने राज्य स्तर पर डिबेट में प्रथम स्थान मिला है और डिबेट के कारण ही ये मुख्यमंत्री आवास में तत्कालीन मुख्यमंत्री के साथ dinner भी कर चुके है, और मैं इधर अलग ही पैरेलल यूनिवर्स की दुनिया मे चला गया की डिबेट अच्छी चीज है, यार अच्छा नाम होता है, इससे, मैं कुछ इतना खो गया था कि मुझे बस अंत में उनका नाम सुनाई दिया, अनुराग कुमार चौबे, थर्ड ईयर, EC।।

मुझे लगता है, एक दिन या 2-4 दिन ही मैने उन्हें Sir कह के संबोधित किया होगा उसके बाद तो ये उनके स्वभाव का ही कमाल था का मैन आज तक न तो सीनियर माना और ना ही अनुराग भाई जी के अलावा उन्हें कुछ बोला हालांकि वो मुझसे दो साल सीनियर है लेकिन फिर भी ना तो मैने उन्हें कभी सीनियर बोला ना ही उन्होंने मुझसे उम्मीद मेरा कोई बड़ा भाई नही है तो कंही न कंही ये उस कमी को पूरा करते दिखे, इस कॉलेज में या फिर मैं कहूँ की मेरे पूरे जीवन काल मे 4-5 सीनियर ही ऐसे है जिनकी मेरी दिल से इज्जत करने का मन होता है, इन दो सालों में मैने अगर लगभग मेरी पूरी बाते, किसी को बताई है तो ये उन 2-1 चुनिंदा लोगो मे से एक है जो सब कुछ जानते है।।

मैं थोड़ा सा परेशान था, मैने कॉल किया भाई जी मन नही लग रहा, वही चंचलता और सीधेपन के साथ फ़ोन से आवाज़ आयी “अबे, तुमने प्यार कर लिया ना किसी मोहतरमा से ” मैं शांत था, क्योकि बात उनकी सही थी लेकिन मैं परेशान था, क्योकि कॉलेज का पहला इश्क़ जो खुमार पे था, शायद उस दिन श्री कृष्ण जन्मस्थमी थी, उन्होंने फ़ोन में ही बोल बाबू, रूम पे आ जाओ और आज होस्टल में एंकरिंग कर लेना और अभी तुम आ कर मिलो मुझसे, मैं वैसे भी अकेले परेशान हुए जा रहा था, तो मै चल दिया उनके रूम की तरफ, मैं गया मिला और मिलते ही उन्होंने बोला, सुन 1 साल पहले मैं भी सेम हालात पे था, अब बस इतना ध्यान रखना की नशे की तरफ मत चले जाना, मैं कुछ क्षेपं सा गया अंदर ही अंदर कि मैं इतना भी पागल नही हूँ, तो मैंने उनसे कहा कि कुछ नही भाई जी अब मुझे फ़र्क़ नही, मुझे कोई मतलब नही उससे, वो शायद समझ गए मैं जो बोलना जा रहा था, तो उन्होंने मुझे बीच मे ही रोकते हुए बोला, अच्छा नाम क्या बताया था तूने उसका ? और मैने एक ही सांसो में पूरा नाम बता डाला, बस यही तो चाहये था भाई जी को उन्होंने व्यंग लहजे में एक लाइन पढ़ी …….

उसी का नाम लेकर सच कहता हुँ, मैं उसे भूल गया हूँ !!

इस लाइन का मतलब तो तुम्हे हमसे ज्यादा पता होगा, मुसे अपने अपराध का बोध हुया, तब से ले कर आज तक जितनी बार मैंने गलतियां की है, तो एक बड़े भाई की तरह हमेशा सुधारा है।।

आज उनका कॉलेज दुनिया और होस्टल लाइफ का आखिरी दिन था तो जब मैं उनसे मिलने गया तो दो चीज़ों को एक मिश्रित अनुभव हुआ,कुछ ऐसा लग रहा है कि जैसे मेरे जिस्म से आत्मविश्वाश का वो एक हिस्सा जो कुछ भी होने पे एक विश्वाश दे देता था की अनुराग भाई जी है ना कंही अलग हो गया है, क्योकि जब भी मैं खुश या दुखी होता था ये उन एक दो सीनियर्स या कहूँ की एक परिवार के हिस्से में से एक थे जिनकी याद मुझे सबसे पहले आती थी, और खुशी इसी बात की की भाई जी का प्लेसमेंट हो गया वो भी उनकी पसंदीदा कंपनी में हालांकि मुझे इन बात का दुख भी था, की मैं कल खुशी से चिल्ला नही पाया क्योकि जब तक उन्होंने ये बात बताई तब तक मैं एक अलग सी ही दुनिया मे चला गया था क्योकि आज मुझे एहसास हो रहा था शायद आज मुझसे कुछ छूट रहा है, मुझे ये विश्वाश करना बहुत ही मुश्किल हो रहा था कि अब ये मुझे छोड़ के जा रहे है। फिर दुआ करूँगा की मैं इनके शालिन स्वभाव, के साथ चंचलता के एक सुंदर मिश्रण का अगर 10% भी बन पाया तो मेरे लिए ये सौभाग्य की बात होगी।।ये कहानी यंही पे समाप्त होती है लेकिन साथ जीवन पर्यन्त बना रहेगा, ईश्वर से कामना है मेरी की आप जीवन की उच्चतम शिखर पर पहुंचे और हमको भी उसकी इंटर्नशिप दिलवाये😛।।

Good Bye Bhai Ji

Yours Younger Brother.

– Ramkinkar Das Tripathi

Just wait for that Moment!!

First Conditions of love is that you love yourself.

Don’t feel bad. Just do your own things. Do that work which you love.It is truth and you must have to understand this that people will definitely search better options than you and why shouldn’t they have to do that? and of course they will really try hard, by making new friends, then changing their so called friendship into so called relationships and definitely you will find them happy with them for few moments but that is also true that at last when they will be able to understand that it’s truth that no one can replace your selfless love towards them and no one is better than you. They will simply return to you. just wait for that moment and enjoy your life with cheers and happiness. Don’t let others to break you in tears they simply don’t deserve it.

– Ramkinkar das Tripathi

I have written what I felt in my life Comment down your thoughts about your life.

A Message from Life !!

There is only one life you have, don’t waste your life on Complaining

I see people pretending that they love each other and on the other note they are cheating on each other, becoming insane, breaking all the promises and then crying and trying to fix the situation. That’s what life is. No one is perfect and also no one is always right or wrong, don’t blame life for such moments. Just let yourself understand it, that all the things happening to you are temporary, and nothing happens in this world without a reason. It happens only for goodness of yourself. Cherish it, Enjoy it, don’t feel bad for others, they are getting what they are doing. You can’t fix everything and most important you can’t make each and everyone happy. Let the things just go with the flow of life. Just make sure that you relish each and every moment of your life.

Ramkinkar Das Tripathi

I have written what I felt in my life Comment down your thoughts about your life.

And Yes, I  fall but you failed EP 2

From that day,  I asked myself a question  “will I able to be like my father”

And Yes, I  fall but you failed
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Dad, I received a mail from a college for the admission in the same. Father didn’t reply, my face was full of burden and frustration. That was not because I was not able to score good marks in joint entrance exam after preparing in so-called educational hub Kota for three years.Burden lines can be clearly seen on my face because of that self-frustration, demotivation and that heavy depression which was then on the top.Because at that time when I was leaving from Kota I thought that I had ruined my life, I had lost my golden chance to study engineering from a well-recognised college. It didn’t mean that I had not studied, or I had done something other than studies, I had done hard work par with my capabilities. I studied for 15 hrs. But I think there was a lack of hard work, something more needed to crack the exam and that’s why I failed.  But the most disturbing thing was that I started doubting myself, I had lost faith in myself, lost the confidence that was my real power before going to that educational hub. That person who knows all the things was only and only me.The feeling was like- I had done a serious crime and no one knows it. But now I am feeling bad for that crime which I didn’t commit willingly.Now it’s afternoon, we were having our launch. I had no wish to take the launch but mom came back to me as always. The problem was at this time when I was passing through heavy mental disorders. It was like if I started watching something then for around 1hr I was continuously still watching it with a blank mind. But there was someone in my home who was understanding my pain without saying, yes, of course, she is not a highly educated person or a doctor but my mom. She is a simple villager lady, but still, she was getting all of the things which were happening inside my heart.I was eating Aloo Paratha a favourite dish of mine when my father asked me by  making his face deliberately angry  “what were you saying at morning” ,I was about to take the bite of that last piece of aloo paratha , I put it down, and went into silent mode ,Then he again asked “Ramji I am asking you something “.I was a little bit angry with my father because of that morning when I had told him about this and he didn’t respond.I opened my mouth. A bit of anger can be seen on my face that time.With little bit arrogant,  I replied “I didn’t want to do anything “I am useless “why you people invested on that horse which was not capable to win in the race. My eyes were the little bit wet and now I didn’t have control over my tears.The tears were dropping from cheers slowly to earth by crossing that launch plates from which I was eating just before a minute. My Father who was sitting in front of me started laughing.Said Ramji Come on you are not a child-man. You are weeping like a 5yrs old baby, I was going to reply some but when I took my head up, there was something in father’s eyes, oh no he was weeping… what ?it is impossible !! I was thinking that a person who always stood straight on those milestone problems is now weeping, actually, he was laughing just to hide his tears which were generated after seeing my tears, that was the day. From that day,  I asked myself a question  “will I able to be like my father“.Next moment he stands up and made me stand up and took me to his arm and said “Ramji no matter how much I had invested on that coaching of JEE and I don’t care about that. Either you are selected or not but my dear son my real power was, is and will be you. I am proud of you that you are my son and you are born to be great ,and I believe you will definitely achieve at that place of success where I can’t even imagine,don’t think you are useless and don’t feel bad “All the things are happening to you just for the sake of goodness of yourself ” and remember this no matter how much I am angry with you I am and will be proud of you and you are priceless man.
Tears rolled down on the shirts, then we moved on to the room, took deep breaths, and father asked me so what’s the plan. I started telling him that I got a college in Jaipur Rajasthan. So,  father’s first questions were what is the name of the college?

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And Yes, I  fall but you failed EP 1

Are you Completely out of the mind !! No, hold on. The actual message was…. Are you Completely out of your mind !! Yes, this message just popped on my whatsApp screen .

Do you think I should write this? Right now I am fighting with myself to write this….No, you shouldn’t, my instinct warned me.

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Are you Completely out of the mind !! No, hold on. The actual message was… Are you Completely out of your mind !! Yes, this message just popped on my WhatsApp screen.The situation was already tensed but this made my eyes to flow in full velocity of light because the heart was already crying before this.You know the problem  with you Ram is that you are a f***ing emotional fool. My instinct gave me a befitting reply when I was trying to console myself and expecting same from my instinct to support me emotionally. But Is she right ?? A Question popped this time in my mind. I centred my eyes on that dark room’s fan which is merely visible but don’t know how am I able to count all those blades at this time which is running around 300 rotations in one minute.I was thinking that I have been given supernatural powers by the god. I mean how can I see a fan blade so clearly like when the fan is stopped. Instinct arose from the dark silence and said you have become the mad man. Just stop this bullshit love, Lesage . Hey, don’t interrupt me when I am thinking about…I replied this time to my instinct with a deep voice.I was again trying to console myself that this Instinct has become mad, he is not liking that I will get closer to anyone but again the same question popped …Is she right? I mean ever I had done or tried anything which can certify her statement which was like you are trying to do something. No! I gave this answer to myself like a teacher had mistakenly pointed out the wrong student for that mistakes which he had not committed yet.So why she said like that, She can’t be wrong, this time my instinct wasn’t able to shut her mouth. Murmured yes, she is always right and you are always wrong . Ignore this fool what did he know about love, I was murmuring to console myself but this time Instinct shouted on me Yeh I am a fool and you are an excellent man!! Remember that afternoon when you were sitting in the lab of Mechatronics (a typical engineering subject) with her and during the conversation you had replied her that you will leave your lovely job in case she will get that job. And you are slamming me for that person who questioned on your character, integrity whom you didn’t love for her beauty, intelligence, you only loved her soul. The answer of that question which I was searching was so clear, but I didn’t like that instinct will win over me so I said can you please keep quiet for some moment.. leave me alone.I was trying to overcome with my instinct but inside the heart, i was knowing the fact that today I was looser in the eyes of both.One was that person who asked that question. No, why say *person * ??Are you afraid to take her name, instinct poked me, No I can name that person, sorry I mean that I can take her name but why should I tell you the name of that person whom I loved, I was replying with some embarrassment.What is happening to me ..?where is that fan which I was able to see clearly..? where is that dark room, I was surprised but there is someone at my door, Oh !! I picked my phone and tried to check the time oh! it’s 8:00 clock. My warden was on the door.I was surprised that is this dream or that was a dream.But this was clear when my warden shouted.”  Are you not going to college today also “. Actually at 8:00 clock my college time begins.

Ramkinkar das Tripathi 

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Love or lust !!

Sometimes If you love limitlessly to anyone they may take it as lust Presenting the Pain of being judged and labeled what someone is not actually…………

Love or lust
let me tell you first
life was soo tiny
i think i was wasting it on winy

Suddenly i met you
Something happened deep inside my heart
Hold on! Hold on! let me tell you from the start
Neither it was lust nor it was crush
I only and only do pure & pious love
I was counting some of  the stars
Moonlight was falling on my face apart
Yet! yet! yet! first time in my life
Beauty of Petrichor was added in my heart

Suddenly i got a message !
it stopped me to reply
it forced my heart beat to amplyfy
My insinct was laughing on me
Saying dont you think this is presage
Asking me, is this your so called love lesage?

I am not an ideal,
i too have feelings
I have emotion
my heart beat was feeling vibration

Dont wory i had i have courage

To listen and dont reply 

You keep saying it lust

because it gives me a beautiful smile

But, I think, I will finally earn your trust.

– Ramkinkar das Tripathi

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